My Perceptions

2010-11-13T02:30:00.002+08:00

Kampar @ Its Best

2 and a half year ago, i hated this place so much. And today, 2 and a half year later, i know i fell in love with this place. Although not developed, this place definitely one of the best. The air in the morning is so fresh u need not breathe and ur body can absorb the o2 thru your skin. i have to admit, the food here is not as good, but still manageable. This place offers all sorts of natural excitement you can never see in Penang or KL. This place is really @ its best if the weather is not hot.

Not me anymore

2010-08-06T03:24:00.002+08:00

Human, like any ordinary animal, we hunt, we eat, and we live. What makes us superior to other animals? We are blessed with a powerful brain where no other animals have. Closest to us, the monkeys, the orang utan, and the gorrila. But none of them are able to produce technological advances. The issue is, the universe bless us with a powerful brain, but for what?

I always have the perception that as a human myself, it is my responsibility to protect the weak ones. By saying weak, i am not referring to humans, but animals. Isn't our responsibility, being given a powerful brain, to protect the animals, or at least don harm them?

Taking care of weaker animals has always been my priority. I wonder what is happening, but i seems to be changing slowly. Smth that bothers me today, a kitten was following me for the whole evening. I got really agitated, but of course u will not see me hitting them. I admit i will never hit any animals out of nothing. The most i will do is to hit my hand on the wall to release my anger. So back to the kitten, he was following me. I was walking to a friend's house and he followed. It's very annoying and i didn't care bout him following. He was on the road side. There is this car, drove so fast and i don't think he even saw the kitten, he nearly roll over it. The kitten was shocked, and was crying. I look at it, and from his eyes, he's thinking, "I just want to be friendly, and u dont even care bout me. I nearly died because i just want to be around with you. Don't you even care? I'm scared now. Please, bring me with you" I can hear his begging cry, but i just walk off, leaving him at the side of the road. This is the worst decision i did. he was there, shocked, when i walk away. If it was me last time, i would had bring him home and keep him in somewhere safe before going to my friend's house. Well i hope he don't die. It's really bothering me. He's just a kitten, a mere few months old kitten. How could i be such a mean ass? Ugh.. May the universe bless u kitten.

Waking up from dreams...

2010-07-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

11 Jun 2010
I always thought that even with a very good result, u cant build a good career if u are not outspoken and street smart. But after thinking bout it overnight, lets say u are outspoken, and smart but, without good result, will u even have the chance to impress your future employer? Chances are they won't even be bothered to look at your resume let alone call you for an interview. Thinking about it over and over again, in my University's life, i never did fight hard for my academic. To me, to be an average student with normal lifestyle is sufficient because i am not the type of student the will really study hard in nature. Come to think about this, now that i am in the third year of studies, i only left 1 yr before i come out to the real world. If i do not pull my CGPA to a second upper, will i have the chance in the accounting field, not to mention the Big Four.

Yes, i don't think that i will stick to the audit firm forever, because even as i am typing now, i am thinking and craving for ways to be living a above average life. I don't think that auditing job is my type of job because, seriously how much can u earned from working in office? To me, the best way to build a good career is through investments. And as per today, i know nuts about investment.

What makes me write this? I had a mid term for Advanced Taxation yesterday. I weren't prepared at all and something really silly happened. I think this is the way god wants me to realize that it is never right to depends too much to others. In order not to depends to people, what i need to do is to be literate my own. I have around 7 weeks left for my y3s1. It's not late if i fight for my studies. I am always satisfied to just score averagely in order just to maintain at 3.0. But now, I am very very determined to increase the CGPA of myself. Be it for my own future, or to challenge myself, i will try to be serious this semester.

Where do i stand?

2010-06-18T17:01:00.003+08:00

At times, most of the times, i asked myself...

Where do i stand? What am i? Who am i?

I cant find the answer. I don't know the answer.

Day after day, as time passed away,

things aren't the way they were before...

Different way of writing

2010-03-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

This tone is very very familiar. I heard it somewhere but i couldn't remember. It is very annoying and it is disturbing my sleep. Oh no! It's my alarm and it is already 11.45am. "I am going to be so late today! She is so going to kill me!" I told myself.

I run to the bathroom, reach for the tab and rinse. "I must be real fast! I must not be late more than 15 minutes" I mumbled.

As i walk out of the bathroom, i reach for my jeans, and i grab a t-shirt that i don't even know the color. Grab my beg, and run to my car. "Be good and don't follow me" i tell Blackie, a stray dog that stay in my house. I hit the pedal as soon as i start the car and i reach Diadre's house in a minute and a half. The sun is burning on top and I have nothing in my stomach now. What if she comes in and say "we're late, let's not eat our lunch". I will be dead of hunger.

"Morning, darling" she said as she enter the car. "It's damn fucking hot today! I'm sweating like a cow" she complain. "Morning honey. Where for lunch" i ask. Well she say anywhere will do so i start pressing my pedal.

Oh my god! The shop that i used to eat is close. There is nowhere for lunch now. "I will be hungry ghost" i mumbled.

Suddenly eating Indian food pop out in my mind. Well hmmm, it will be great but will i have the time? I think less and act fast, maneuver to the Indian shop.

"Nasi goreng Kambing dan Milo Ais" I ordered. As usual i see no appetite in my Diadre. "Roti Milo dan Teh Oh Ice Limau" she order hers. I swallow as fast as i could and rush to Uni. It is 12.45 now, and i am late for my Law's class for more than 15 minutes. As we enter the class, i look down the floor dare not look at the tutor. Time flies really fast and without noticing, it is already 2pm. Next class is Taxation...another boring class. "Get me a coke please darling" i tell Diadre as she walks pass me to the cafeteria. I am surprise that her mood is good today because there will be few days in a month she has bad mood, and today should be the day. As i expected, nothing much during the class, I just keep on typing and typing from what is shown on the board. "I thought typing using a laptop will be faster than writing as u said? " the tutor tease me. I just try to ignore by just saying "I am already done, you are slow in scrolling down". Without noticing, it is already 3.30pm. Everyone is busy keeping their books. I need to fill in my application form for the broadband service. Everyone leave the class as i pack my thing. Love Diadre is already in the canteen as i walk.

Time flies and I am already in my room. I don't know what to do now because my room is so hot. I reach for my Watson Shampoo and glove, i run to Zhan Wei and wake him up. "We are washing Blackie today, no saying no" I said to him. He is reluctant to wake up. I walk down and prepare myself. OMG he stinks. "He has not bathe since he was born" i told zhan wei

"EEEeee Damn smelly. Pour more pour more of the shampoo" Zhan Wei react as he pour the shampoo on Blackie.

Blackie is struggling because i think the shampoo sting his wound. I quickly wash him for the 3rd time and rinse him clean. As soon as i let him go, he run pass me. "I'm sorry but i don't want you to be rotten" i tell myself.

It's dinner time and Zhan Wei and Chun Loong buy me 2 chicken wing from night market. I thought i will have a lot of things to eat but zhan wei say "U need to on diet" and laugh.

I am so going out for supper later. There will be Taxation Mid Term coming up this Friday. I need to start studying. My notes are all in a mess and i need to arrange them according to subject. I reach for my taxation notes and start reading them. "what are all these" i ask myself.

new semester

2010-02-08T02:37:00.002+08:00

Start a new semester with 5 new subjects namely taxation, company law, business finance, audit practice and performance management. I guess all of it is hard at first. Well, it proves to be true. Except for Performance management. Life is going to be tough this semester. I tried to divide my time well. I have no class on Monday, which means i will bet in Penang from Friday night till Monday morning. These are the days i assume i wont study...which means i am left with 4 days to pick up my studies. I am trying to cope by doing tutorial before hand but i am already struggling. Will i survive? Can i maintain a CGPA of 3.0? Well, i will keep u updated.

Sunday spent with beloved parents

2009-12-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

Well, nothing's up today. Went to bed at 2, slept at 3, woke up at 8. Went to my EePoh's house for some stuff until 11, then went for a Thai Buffet. Not really nice, i just love the appertizer! Well since nothing is up, these are the photos taken during last Winter in The USA and Canada. These are few of my collection, enjoy!

A very huge x'mas tree! trust me it's damn huge!!

Niagara falls before it was frozen..

My LoVe

2009-12-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

It's December!!!

2009-12-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

First of all, it's December again. Nothing really special happened this year...
Not much changes does not mean no changes in me... I sense that my ability to control my temper deteriorated and this is something i really hate. I've tried my best to give my best to my loved ones. But whenever my temper is up, i screw everything.
I've tried to control, but whenever i am over hungry while driving, i really couldn't control it. I know I hurt people thru it, but i just can't control!! Any psychologist out there willing to help me in this? Things aren't going the way it should be. A lot of things changed. And i must change! I must and i can control my hunger. Being hungry is not painful, and it is something i can control. Just that being hungry, and have to concentrate, makes me lose my mind. Just being 22 year old for 5 days. I must be able to act maturely and i must control my words and temper. Do not lose control easily, control temper and never never show face to my Darling :p I can!! i will!! i must!!

2009-07-15T02:10:00.005+08:00

Nothing to do now since i slept from 4 to 8. Let's see if i could share some photos.

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2009-07-08T19:09:00.002+08:00

Didn't update for quite some time now... I have no idea what to write anymore as everyday seems to be the same. Wake up go class > go eat > reach home > sit infront laptop > go eat dinner > go home > yamcha > sleep. Sounds fabulous for working community... i know that. But not for me. At least let me do smth different once in a while? Wanted to go Ipoh today, but due to dunno what, i made my mind not to. I know that my gf is thinking alot of things, and everything seems to be bothering her. Haven't seen her natural smile for quite sometime. I am damned pretty sure she needs rest. Without getting her permission, today, i drove her straight to my house. I know if she see me sleep, she will be sleeping too. But today, not the case. She wasn't sleeping as well. I can't think of a way, but to wake up. And i sleep again, hoping that she follows, to no avail. Some how or rather, after i woke up, she nap on me. Hmmm... If i were Edward Cullen, i coulda be able to read her mind. I will be able to know whats bothering her. This shucks... ARGH!!! SHOW OUT LOUD!!!

Public Transport Service in MALAYSIA!!!

2009-06-16T01:43:00.002+08:00

Well, i wasn't always a fan of public transportation, especially here in Malaysia. The service is hell of a joke. Anyway, i thought every deserved at least 2nd chance. Whenever i think of taking public transport, i will be thinking of all the fuss, delayed, never come, over crowded, smelly, dirty............... And so much so, I've decided to give it another try. Our government has always declared how many millions if not billions they spent to improve public transportation in Malaysia. Either because Penang is an opposition state, or the money fell into some other people's pocket. Other than this two reasons, i couldn't think of any others. I walked into the ferry terminal. On the way in, the pathway was dirty, eerie, more to a 3rd world county. I supposed, if am not wrong, there shouldn't be beggars around any public area. Along the pathway, i could see at least 3 beggars. Well, they are obviously not physically challenged at all. I believe they could work! Cut the crap on this, IF LIM GUAN ENG IS READING THIS, PLS BY ALL MEANS, clean up this area! This is one of your revenue! This is the first thing tourists are going to see once they step onto our island. The problems that made me mad wasn't this, after all, i'm ok with this. What i was pissed about is the ferry service. It was supposed to come at 8.20pm. I mean, ferry for passengers. It did came, at 8.30pm. It offloads the passenger as we thought we could get on board, it suddenly off the lights. Went backward, and parked at the side. I will not be this furious if weren't for catching train at 9.00pm. I reached the terminal at 8.00pm. There are lots of passenger waiting for the next ferry. It came, at 8.45pm. and moved only at 8.55pm. If they were to follow on schedule, I wouldn't had missed my train(cost me RM19). What type of management is this? Yg Berhormat Mr Lim Guan Eng, please, you need to do something with this bunch of useless hopeless retarded lazy animals! Once i alighted the ferry, i run and run and run as though it was a run for survival, as though a werewolf is right behind me, chasing after me. As i expected, it was all too little too late, the train left. I collapse at the same time gasping for air. My lung hardly took any air when i was running. Full of disappointment, covered with anger, along with tiredness, was my feeling at that time. I had no choice but to call my parents to update them of my status. They asked me take a ferry home, and they will be waiting for me at the island terminal. So i walk slowly back to the terminal, at the same time, i was looking left and right, trying to find for the management office. I know pretty well, their working hour is from 8-5 daily. But who knows, miracle do happens. Like i wasn't supposed to be late, but i was late, because of the ferry. Anyway, the management office has no lights in them. If i come back tomorrow, i will be without anger and passion to debate. I guess i will just leave it as it is. While waiting for the ferry, i continued my New Moon. I didnt noticed that i sat there for a whole shit of 55minutes. I will never ever ever land my legs on this terminal anymore. Their services are rather ridiculous! This will never happen in Hong Kong. Their ferry service is always consistence. Perhaps, they have good funding, or a group of dedicated employees. I will never encourage my friends from other country to even think of trying our ferry! Visit Malaysia! only if you know how to drive, or you prefer walking, because, the public transport in Malaysia is a nightmare!!

Another nonsense

2009-05-30T12:47:00.002+08:00

Uh.. It has been a while i stop updating. So fast, a new semester will begin. So fast, a 3 weeks holiday is over. So fast, i'll have to leave my nice bed again. So fast, i'm going back to a place that offers me nothing.
There are so many things playing in my mind right now but i don't know how to write them out. Maybe my understanding of english is low. Couldn't put them in words.

Hmmph! Like what "chai gaw" (of Rosy Business) said; There is how many 10 years in life? Live life the fullest!! Make sure every moment/second is happy! Happy!!! Let's talk bout happy things. I spent 6 days in Singapore with my gf. Yea standard of living is so damn high there, and worst of all, our Malaysia Ringgit Rate fell against Singapore Dollar. RM2.50 is equivalent to $1. From what i observed in singapore, i personally think that they import way more than they export, but what makes their Singapore Dollar to hike so fast in the past 10 years? Tourism? A place for foreign investment? I really don't know. Anybody pls? Help out? Well, as far as i could remember, their Dollar was equally worth to our RM. I mean, of course way back in 1980's 90's. They were like us, just small town. But now, although they are just a small island, i believe their economy is way better than ours. Why is that so? Lead by wrong people? No, i truly admire and respect our formers with their way of leading. From Tunku Abdul Rahman, next Tun Mahathir(Does not agree though with his "i don like your way, i keep u in ISA) and recently Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. What bout the cabinet? Ministers? Perhaps they should be of people with loads of experience and qualification. Look at our own cabinet. Nothing much to say. Eh, i'm supposed to talk bout How Nice my Tour In Singapore was. Not Malaysia. Whoever traveling to Singapore, need not worry bout transportation. Just bring a map with the MRT,LRT map. U will get to mostly anywhere u want to go. They have a very efficient public transport. Those working in public transportation are very helpful and willing to help you at any time. I'm just referring to those working in service industry! Not any normal singaporean u pick up. Trust me, they BITE!!! Or worst, they CHEW!!! Normal working singaporeans are not friendly. I REPEAT, THEY ARE NOT FRIENDLY. THEY LOVE STARING, CURSING, and u name it, THEY ARE INTO IT! NEVER MESS WITH THEM I REPEAT DO NOT MESS WITH THEM!! Other than their unfriendliness, Singapore is indeed a very nice place to visit. They have nice infrastructure and a very well kept parks. I was told that it is a must for them, to do charity, contribute to the community. So any parks or zoo, their animals are adopted by big companies. That's the way how big companies should contribute right? Let's not take other big company, just take PLUS for instance. Making big big big money even during recession/depression. Why? They are supported. Did they contribute anything? Yes!! I MEAN YES!!! THEY GIVE A 6MONTHS BONUS TO THEIR EMPLOYEE. Ridiculous!!! No wonder my beloved country never grows! Alright, when visit Singapore, remember to visit their Bird Park, Zoo, but not Night Safari. Sentosa Island is a must to visit. In there, Song of the Sea is a must to watch. Cost $10. It's really worth that money. I will upload the video in YouTube when i am free. Of course, shopping in Sg is nice provided you have enough. People like us, each having $400, we can only spend on things that necessary. Well, it's really nice visiting singapore especially with an adventurous and loving gf :).

I didnt really do anything since came back from SG. The only big event was the examination result. My result, as expected, below par. Below average, way below average. I couldn't complaint much, i knew i did marvelous mistakes in almost all the papers. All silly mistakes. But these silly mistakes will not happen should i study more. Practice makes perfect.I've learned my lessons, and i will take this painful failure a source of motivation to succeed in coming semesters. I hope that at least next time, in the future, when i read back this blog, i will be glad that i fell once and the fall will make me a successful person. I have a very supporting gf, token of appreciation to her. Perhaps it is time to fully use my ability. Gaming kills your future!! Never start playing a game!

I'm wishing for a chill beer for myself to enjoy :) Haven't enjoyed any for quite sometime. Oh yea, i had a god-bro (which our family are not much in contact with and not much in a talking term) who recently died of kidney failure. His reason of kidney failure was excessive of alcohols. Alcohols are good for our body but never take it too much. It "burns" your kidney make them dry. May god bless him and should we have any misunderstanding, do not bring it to the other world. And i promise, if in the future, his sons needs help, i will not be hesitate to help, at least to the best of my ability :D

I was told by my bro that my cousin brother will be opening a new club in Uptown Damansara. This will be updated next time when it is open. Hope it will be a cool one!

Till i write again, take care!

What a day!!

2009-05-12T16:04:00.002+08:00

Ah.. Well i woke up at 9 as i promised myself to do so. The day before, i only manage to get into sleep around 4-5am and woke up late in the evening. This is very unhealthy, i told myself. So today, WOKE UP AS EARLY AS 9! But actually if were given a chance to rewind the time, i would choose not to! Why? Here's the reason why. Woke up, read online newspaper, sms my wifey, do some push up, sit ups, head to the toilet and, nothing goes wrong yet? Ya... As perfect as anyone's morning. A perfect dream morning. Well... Go out for lunch and soon after, head to the post office. My bro received 2 summonses for his car. Cool... But none of my business so i don't really care. The money will not come out from my wallet, that's for sure. So.. i was driving along the road in front of USM. Drove at slightly below 80, speed limit is 70. My lecturer once told me, it is ok to exceed 10km/h. Glitch in the speed trap device will be discounted. There are 2 faggot police hiding behind a tree holding their pussy camera shooting at me. My reaction wasn't fast enough to say hie to them. But i think they wont be issuing me summons as i didnt exceed the plus 10km/h. Ok i thought i was lucky. We will see if i were lucky to escape this. I head straight to Public Bank to withdraw RM200. Bought an aeroline ticket to KL tmw. That cost me RM55. I was told not to lose the ticket if not, i will have to pay RM55 again. Ridiculous! They took every single detail of me, why can't they print a new one for me? On the way back home, i pass by car washing center. I thought it is time for me to wash my car since the last time i washed her was few months back. I turn in, ask them to wash body+engine+vacuum. That cost me another RM18. While i was sitting waiting for my car to be cleaned, i thought i could do my car another favor, by giving her alignment and balancing treatment. The last time i did it was around 3 months back. So from washing, i drove to tyre shop. It cost RM30 for both alignment and balancing. Left my car there, walk to 7-11 beside it for the free aircon. When they returned the car to me, i couldn't wind up my window. The switch spoiled! I knew it wont last long, but hey, not so fast!! But really, can't move at all. Drove to accessories shop to fix the switch. Gosh, one switch cost me RM38. I had to change both because the other one spoiled way earlier. There goes RM76. Total, spent around RM180 in just half day. Should i didnt wake up this early, i will be rushing to the post office if i wake up at 3-4pm. Then i will have no time to wash my car, i will not think of alignment and balancing, and they won't wind down my window and i will not need to change my switch. I coulda saved up to RM120!! What an expensive day for me :( and now i am going for a hair cut which will cost me RM12. Ugh... Money money money... You only love the rich. Dislike the poor. U stick to them, and run from us. Why would u do so??? I love u more than those rich people do! They will not treasure u, I do. Come to me, money!

Second chance

2009-05-12T15:56:00.003+08:00

I got this mail from my sis-in-law-to-be. Although this is just a mere story, a made up story, i think it's worth reading.
I'm not doing plagiarism here. Was trying to find out the original writer but couldn't find. So if u happen to know the writer, tell me.

It's another morning..

.... Again I have to go to office.

Ohh, this is me. I shouted having a glance on my snap in today's news
paper.
But what the HELL it is doing in the death column??

Strange.

One sec... Let me think, last night when I was going to bed I had a severe
pain in my chest, but I don't remember anything after that, I think I had a
sound sleep.

Its morning now, ohh... It's already 10:00 AM, where is my coffee?
I will be late for office and my boss will get a chance to irritate me.

Where is everyone.??? I screamed.

"I think there is a crowed outside my room, let me check." I said to
myself..

So many people... Not all of them crying.
But why some of them crying.

WHAT IS THIS??? I m laying there on the floor.

"I AM HERE" . I shouted!!! No one listen..
"LOOK I AM NOT DEAD" . I screamed once again!!! No one is interested in me.
They all were looking me on the bed.

I went back to my bed room.

"Am I dead??" I asked myself.

Where is my wife, my children, my mom-DAD, my friends?

I found them in the next room, all of them were crying. still trying to
console each other.

My wife was crying. she was really looking sad.
My little kid was not sure what happened, but he was crying just coz his
mom was sad.

How can I go without saying my kid that I really love him, I really do care
of him. ??
How can I go without saying my wife that she is really most beautiful and
most caring wife in this world..??
How can I go without saying my parents that I m . just because of u ??
How can I go without telling my friends that without them perhaps I have
done most of the wrong things in my life. thanks for being there always
when I need them.. and sorry for not being there when they really need me..

I can see a person standing in the corner and trying to hide his tears.
Ohh. he was once my best friend, but a small misunderstanding made us part,
and we both have strong enough ego to keep us disconnect.

I went there.. And offered him my hand, "Dear friend. I just want to say
sorry for everything, we r still best friend, please forgive me."

No response from other side, what the hell?? He is still preserving his
ego, I am saying sorry.. even then!!!
I really don't care for such people.

But one sec.. it seems he is not able to see me!!!! He did not see my
extended hand.
My goodness. AM I REALLY DEAD???

I just sat down near ME; I was also feeling like crying.

"OHH ALMIGHTY!!!! PLEASE JUST GIVE ME FEW MORE DAYS."
I just wasn't to make my wife, my parents; my friends realize that how much
I love them.

My wife entered in the room, she looks beautiful.
"YOU R BEAUTIFUL" I shouted.
She didn't hear my words, in fact she never heard these words coz I never
said this to her.

"GOD!!!!" I screamed. a little more time plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
I cried.

One more chance please. to hug my child, to make my mom smile just once, to
feel my dad proud on me at least for a moment, to say sorry to my friends
for everything I have not given to them, and thanks for still being in my
life..

Then I looked up and cried!!!!

I shouted..

"GOD!!!! ONE MORE CHANCE PLEASE!!!!"

"You shouted in your sleep," said my wife as she gently woke me up. "Did
you have a nightmare?"

I was sleeping..
Ohh that was just a dream..

My wife was there. she can hear me.
This is the happiest moment of my life.
I hugged her and whispered.. "U R THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND CARING WIFE IN
THIS UNIVERSE.. I REALLY LOVE U DEAR"

I can't understand the reason of the smile on her face with some tears in
her eyes, still I m happy..

"THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS SECOND? CHANCE."

Dear Friends,

Keep your ego aside and express your love, care, appreciation, friendship, because you won't get a second chance always.

Sell Out

2009-05-11T00:14:00.002+08:00

Ah... "Sell Out", a film produced by our very own movie producer Amok Films. The director for this film is Mr Yeo Joon Han. Starring: Jerrica Lai, Peter Davis, Kee Thuan-chye, Lim Teik-long,Wong Wai-hoong, Lee Szu-hung, Hannah Lo. Tribute to Hannah, the only worth watching actress in the whole movie. Not that i do not want to support local industry, start from cicak man, now sell out. None of it i find it interesting nor worth watching. Well this movie, Sell Out start off in a coffee shop where this girl, interview the director why is the movie boring(which the movie is). And out of sudden, people got killed for no reason. Another down part of this movie is that the camera man is so unprofessional. The way he handle the camera is so unstable which makes people dizzy! This is a total turn-off even at the beginning of the movie. Let's talk bout the story line. Basically until now, I don't even know nor understand what they are trying to tell us. If the rating is over 10, i would give them 2/10. 1 for Eric and another 1 for Hannah. Both of them looks great. Others, well forget bout it. I wouldn't recommend this show for any of my friends. It's a waste of time and money.

Much awaited holiday

2009-05-10T17:39:00.003+08:00

ahhhhh.. The much awaited holiday is finally here! After a 2 week of struggle, finally the well-deserved holiday is here. IT'S HERE IT'S HERE!!! So far i only spent my days sleeping in and out. I had rashes on my body which makes me feel very itchy. I read the paper today and saw that a new virus was found. It's called the meningitis. It sounds to be serious and i had partial of the symptom. 1. Rashes 2. Headache(no-longer) 3. No appetite(no-longer) 4. Drowsy (No-longer). Lucky thing is i was not hit by fever. I guessed it's not that virus. Maybe, is due to stress during examination week. Hmm..talking bout examination, i think i do badly. Well, it's over. Just wait and pray for the result. Today is Mother's day. Lets wish all the wonderful mother in the world a Happy Mother's Day!
I'm going Singapore on the 14th with my GF. Flying by Tiger Air from LCCT KL. I'm looking forward to it, but has yet to change currency, book ticket to and back Penang, plan where to play and stuff. I wonder any passer by who read this blog would recommend me where to play. The last time i went Singapore was 15-16 years back. Back then, Malaysia don't even have a LRT. Just imagine how long has it been.

2009-05-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

No point crying over spilt milk :) These are the only word i could tell myself. It's ok, this sem's result not good, there is another 6 sems. :D

DIM SUM in Kampar

2009-05-02T08:38:00.002+08:00

Stayed up whole night. Doing what? Main reason for it is to study but, mind can't concentrate. Ended up, play games to relax then study then play game then at 7, DIM SUM! Wasn't really nice but what can u demand for in a place like Kampar? Well, the ice cost RM1. Really not worth it isn't it? But then, hey who will drink chinese tea with ice in the morning?? No wonder they charge RM1 for it. Demand not high. Overall, not really satisfied but it is filling. I don't know how much i have to pay yet because i didnt bring any money out. What is the best thing to do when u are filled up? I would say SLEEP!!! Hahaha.. Adios.. Time to sleep.

Rindu

2009-05-01T23:57:00.002+08:00

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Relaxing day

2009-05-01T23:15:00.003+08:00

3 days break before my next paper :) something good for myself. Guess how i spent my day? I woke up around 9, close all the windows, brush my teeth, back to my bed. Slept till 1 smth, it was quite hot. Woke up, took off my shirt, sleep back. Wuaa much nicer like this. Then woke up finally around 3. Went ABC Mamak with my wifey. Wifey had 2 roti kosong while i had Nasi Briyani. Briyani was sucks. Cold and tasteless more to an oily rice rather than Briyani. I ate half of it. Wonder what happened to my appetite. Have not been eating much lately. Back home, open my management notes, ask friends for tips. While waiting for tips, check for news. Entertainment news to sports news way up to nation and world news. Skip out Business news because i had too much of Business words lately! Well, where i read my news? For sports news, visit www.teamtalk.com . For entertainment, i visit www.gutteruncensored.com and for local and world news, i visit www.thestar.com.my. When i got my tips, i forwarded them to my friends. Never be stingy!! Good things are to be shared, other than my wifey of course! Took note of what i should study but left the notes on the table. Went down and kaypo my housemate's cooking. Well.. practically lazying the whole day. So, I'm going to start studying soon. Before 12am at least. Ah btw, it rained in Kampar!! For 5 minutes!!

2009-04-29T12:49:00.002+08:00

Update of status
Feeling very very down now. First time in exam i didnt know an exact answer for all the questions. Never had happened since i entered uni, well after i bertaubat since failure in STPM, but the old viruses i guess they are back. I need to do something bout it. NO WAY!!! I DONT WANT TO BE A FAILURE AND I MEAN IT!!!!
Well, it's over of course but hey, be positive man. I still have 4 papers to go. Score all of them then u wont be guilty. That's it!! But again, Costing is smth i am quite good in but then, no! this is not the outcome i want!!!!!!!!

2009-04-29T03:18:00.001+08:00

STATUS : DEAD

Over the time...

2009-04-27T22:13:00.001+08:00

This photo was take very very long ago... Found it and thought i would share it... hahaha...

T.K.Oed

2009-04-27T13:43:00.003+08:00

27/4/09

Health : 10/100
Strength : 5/100
Agility: 0/100
Concentration : 0/100
Mood : 0/100 (quarreling mode turned on, state of emergency declared)
Body shape : 0/100 (totally left with fats)

What happened? Well, finals is just 2 days away. Like always, everyone will stay up as long as they could. No different for me! I stayed awake, but chat with my housemates > i study! Ugh.. So, had to study more till 7am. Woke up at 9.30 for consultation but was late by 20mins. Spent 2.0 hour in the tutor's room asking things that i don't know, at the same time, falling asleep. She said "You should get some sleep b4 u come". Quite true of what she said... Hahaha.. Because my status is all low, my quarreling mode is on. Self declared state of emergency. Provoke me at your own risk and get to know the evil side of me. I don't bite but i chew :p

Good night!! sign off. Time is 2pm. Going to wake up at 6pm if everything goes well :) All the best, may god bless and universe do the rest.

4 days

2009-04-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

Ugh.. 4 more days left for preparation. Ugh..

Status:
Preparation - Not fully prepared
Fatigue lvl - 98%
Health - 100%
Energy - 60%
Happiness - 80%
Laziness - 100%
Brain status - Partial shut down
Fat level - Fully built up with fats
Determination - No determination
Focus - Fully not focused

conclusion is, I NEED SOMEONE TO SCOLD ME! SCREW ME! I NEED MOTIVATION!!!! ugh...

Uh.. Need some motivation

2009-04-23T05:36:00.001+08:00

Uh.. 5.40 now but still trying to be awake to study. Came across a motivational quotes which i find it meaningful.

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate
the mind on the present moment."
-Buddha

Beyond The Quote
Do not allow yourself to get hung up on things that have already happened, or worry about about things that may happen. Concentrate on what your are shooting for right now and everything else will take care of itself.

The critical 7

2009-04-21T21:08:00.006+08:00

Exactly 7 days to exam. I haven't started anything as per now. Mayb tonight i need to finish up my quantitative technique already. If not, i might not have the time to finish up my preparation for exams. Urgh.. Gambateh!!!!!!!!!

NO TO MAMAK LA!!!

2009-04-19T02:38:00.003+08:00

Hey hey see what i got today.. Mamak from Penang. Another reason to stop supporting those buggers in Penang. And i mean yes, JUST MAMAK FROM PENANG!! See what i have here:-

Subject: Nasi Kandar - Kena Con ...Air Con Tax

Hi, there is a new tax in town …. Its called AIR CON TAX !!!!
Yesterday(Thursday, 16April2009 at 12.00nn) me and my colleague were at PELITA Nasi Kandar Chai Leng Park. We went there to have our lunch and after taking our food decided to sit in the air con room. As we were eating one of the pelita attendants came over and wrote something on each of our receipts. We could not understand the scribbles. So we decided to ask him what was that charge for? Image how our face changed when informed it was an ‘AIR CON TAX’. 70 sen extra each for eating in the air con room !!!!!
I told the attendent straight away, please cancel that charge because me and my colleague are going to move outside.
Can you believe this we not only have road tax, income tax, government tax, and service tax to pay for, now we have AIR CON tax ! It’s a whole lot of Air and full of Con. Really a CON tax. Hmmmm the story does not end here.
Now Pelita and Subaidah Nasi Kandar near USM, Penang charge RM1 per hour just to charge your laptop. The moment you slot in the plug, RM 1 would be charged on your receipt. They don’t give you any respite even if you have ordered a plate of the rice with dishes and drink.
Its like they are saying :
“U charge, I charge “
And then we hear that the price of Teh Tarik and Roti Canai is going to go up ….. Great !
Perhaps we should live without Nasi Kandar for sometime ……..
A widespread boycott is necessary to make them realise that they cannot rip off their customers.

Regards,
William Maghen
(Project Manager)
ATS Automation Malaysia Sdn Bhd
Plot 221, Lorong Perindustrian Bukit Minyak 11,
Mukim 13, Kawasan Perindustrian Bukit Minyak,
14000 Bukit Mertajam, Penang,
Malaysia

Ladies and gentleman, boys and girls of all ages, religion and races, we should do something to show them that they are not the only place we can hang around.

Exam oOo

2009-04-15T02:12:00.003+08:00

14 days to exam. Just like any ordinary student, i am still lazying with all my notes on the floor. :)
The reason why my notes on the floor is not because i want to study, but they are all there just for me not to feel guilty for not doing anything for my exams. By the way, want to wish all my buddies best of luck in the upcoming killer exams. Buddy who needs to take additional subject this sem, do not give up. You can do it. Take it easy and start study now. Everything is in your mind. Good luck. Never give up on yourself.

Hunger

2009-04-14T02:41:00.004+08:00

In response to the post of hunger, please spend 6 minutes to have a look at this clip. Never feed yourself too full as you will forget what hunger is like.

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Japan, worth going!

2009-04-05T17:30:00.004+08:00

Japan, the only country in Asia worth visiting. If not for the high currency, and high standard of living, i would love to visit Japan every year. Best time to visit Japan is end of Mac till begining of April. Whole streets in Japan will bloom with what they call, Sakura Flower. The people in Japan treats us, tourist very politely and helpful. Although, their understanding of English language is low, they still try their best to help you out. The different in their attitude can be seen right at the airport. They welcome you with a wide smile and they really love their work and of course, their county. The first impression that the custom's personnel gave us was perfect. This is totally different from our country. When we step into our airport, first thing that we will see is the sour faced custom officer. They are working as though they were forced to work without being paid. As a Malaysian myself, I can see this clearly, i wonder what will the foreigners feel. Malaysian goverment should really look into this. Whoever don't feel like serving, leave. Don't bring bad image to Malaysia.Japanese temple. Almost the same as our Chinese temple. I saw a KuanYim statue here. But Japanese version of her. I am not sure if it's Kuan Yim.

Believe me, their blanket is damn nice. Made of goose fur i was told.
Toyota City. Way better than our very own Proton City.
Look at the sakura!!!! Oh man!!
These are sulphur. They use this to make "million years egg" aka "pi tan"
Their food. Nothing different from our country's japanese restaurant. Tastes alike. The only different is the environment.
Mt Fuji. You must be very lucky to be able to see the top of Mt Fuji. From what i heard, the locals said that most of the time, the top of Mt Fuji is always covered with cloud. The weather at this station is always bad. So, before you go, pray hard. It will be a waste not to reach the top of Mt Fuji. What is Japan without Mt Fuji?
And this, the fastest train in the world. How it feels like? I will not compare it with our very own KTM. It will be an insult to Japan if to compare their trains with ours. So I would better be quiet. I really hope that Malaysia, someday, will be as developed as Japan.

2009-04-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

When one bad thing happens, the rest will follow. Believe this. Once the bad luck star is on your side, be ready for the next bad luck. Considered myself bad luck, got caught using forged sticker, bang a gate while turning into house, hit the bottom of my car very very hardly while trying to park, and last night, while i was driving on the highway home, out of no where, a stone booooom! windscreen causing a 10cent crack. Nothing seems to be on my side. Hate this. Really hate this. Just came back from accessories shop doing my door lock. I was told that the lock's gun spoilt. Changed a set of it which cost me RM120. My headlight, spoilt too a week or 2 ago. Changed my headlights back to a normal ones. Cost me RM36. My signal light, too, trying to join the crowd. Have no way but to change that as well. This time, i changed back a normal light so it cost me just RM6. I don't know whether to fix the windscreen or not, but if i do, it is going to be costly. Urgh... stupid stupid stupid!!!

A fight in a local pub.

2009-04-01T15:16:00.004+08:00

PART 1
Everything started last night(1.4.08). This is something i will remember for the rest of my life. I find this interesting, that is why, i blog it. I was chilling in a local pub with my GF, and her housemates- Teoh Siok Sian @ Nana, Chay Tick Chan and Yau Zhi Kang. The environment in the pub was nice and the beers are cheap. But it's an open air pub with no air cond. After about an hour of drinking, Diadre decided to have a release. So she went to the toilet with Nana. Suddenly, she shouted at a guy. That guy, later i was told that his name is Jaremy, walk out of the washroom as if nothing had happened. I don't know what had happened in there, so i rush to Diadre and asked her. She said Jaremy was trying to molest her. With his hand at her ass. I was so damn furious and walk to his table, hit his table hard, fuck him off loud. But he asked me to cool down. He was with 3 of his friends (Ah Vin, Ah Vin's gf, and Wei Jiet). How on earth that i will be able to cool down when your gf was molested?? Since the pub was quite noisy, I told him to settle outside. Kampar is a dead town by night, so we went out to the streets. Ah Vin was so damn drunk that he started to fuck around. His gf was smart enough to call his friend for backup, which is the main reason why i write all this. His name is Yee Jiet (not Yap Yee Jiet from T-12).
We were quarelling badly by the roadside with pushing and kicking.

PART 2
The backlane was so cold and dark, only the sound of our voices were heard. Yau Zhi Kang was behind me backing me up. He was trying to solve all this by cooling both parties down. But once in a while, he started cursing them, and then, stop. Nana was with Diadre, as she was sobbing away with her hair down. After a while, Yee Jiet came. The moment he came, he said, STOP BEING SO CHILDISH. And i was like, HEY this is none of your fucking problem! Don't be such a retard to interfere my fight. I have 2 backups that help me in scolding. Tick Chan played an equally important role by scolding that hamsap Jaremy, alongside with Zhi Kang. Things got nasty when Ah Vin was so drunk that he interfere into my conversation with Jaremy. While Yee Jiet was looking, Ah Vin pushed me hard and i returned his favor with a push. Wei Jiet was good enough as he wasnt really doing anything. He was the peacemaker as he scolds both Jaremy and Ah Vin. Both of us started pushing real badly that the kaypo Yee Jiet interfered. And again, he was fucked off by me. Then he asked me, what evidence i have that his fren molested my gf. I was like...fucker, i saw it with my own fucking eye! He returned me with a harsh word. I told him to watch out his words. Don't be so rude and he was totally pissed. This time, Jaremy turned aggressive. He push me and was about to release a kick on me but Yee Jiet was quick enough to stop him. I considered myself lucky because i wasn't prepared for that kick. I wanted to give him back a flying kick, but Zhi Kang was holding me tight. Then we started to quarrel again. I wonder which angel of peace possessed Yee Jiet. He suddenly became soft, and asked us to peace. Wei Jiet agrees with him and asked us to peace. He said that this will end no where if we continue to fight. Fine, i am gentle enough and ready to peace but Jaremy was asking me to apologize and only then he will apologize to my gf. He got a scolding from Wei Jiet and Yee Jiet but then again, i was out of my mind, i pushed him off hard. He was so furious and nearly gave me a Jab. Ah Vin interfere and pushed me. It was like 2 againts 1. I'm in a bad position. So i ask Zhi Kang to call for backups. Upon hearing that i wanted to call for people, both Jaremy and Ah Vin was like Hey! u have people we don't have people? You want to play it big? We play it big!! So, they wanted to call for their backup as well. Wei Jiet was like please don't fight anymore. Yee jiet was saying this is going nowhere. We must not be so childish. Upon hearing this. I fucked him. I asked him if his gf was molested, will he peace. Pointing my finger right on his face. But it last a while because i was pushed away by Ah Vin. Diadre was still sobbing and sobbing while nana was trying to cool her down. Tick Chan took this opportunity to scold all bad words a girl will not scold on Jaremy and Ah Vin. Since it lasted quite long and we came out with no solution, we decided to let the police handle. We said it is better if we go to police station now. Jaremy didnt agree at first, because he knows he was in the wrong. But Yee Jiet told him to go as there is no evidence nor alibi. He agreed. So, we go to our car. Jaremy and geng went to Wei Jiet's car. I saw Ah Vin was laying down on the floor. He was so damn drunk. So i drove in front and they followed at the back. But while driving, Diadre asked to settle this and don't involve the police. It will be very very troublesome if we involve police. I agreed with her. So i signal that they pull to the road side. We stop. Jaremy came down from his car and asked me what the fuck we want? Again, everyone came down except for Ah Vin's gf, Diadre and Nana in the car. We started to quarrel so badly again. I am ready to peace if Jaremy buy us beers. But he do not agree and demand that i said sorry to him. I want him to say sorry to my gf, but he wants me to say sorry to him, Ah Vin, Yee Jiet, and Wei Jiet. I refused. And so was he. Since all of us cant compromise, we want to go to the police station again.

When i was about to enter my car, Jaremy asked me to settle this fast. It's getting late. So Diadre, Nana and Ah Vin's gf got down of the car. I reach Yee Jiet and said i want to peace. He asked how? And all of us, EVERYONE of us, said Happy April Fool Day to him. Hahahaha... He collapsed. Thanks for reading so long. But all this was a sketch made up by us to fool Yee Jiet. He said he never got fooled before so all of us put in extra effort to fool him. The part 1 of the story didnt happened at all. It was a story we asked Wei Jiet to tell Yee Jiet the reason why we starts to fight. And this is the story Ah Vin's gf told Yee Jiet in order for him to come. The second part of the story started only when Yee Jiet was 2 - 3metre walking towards us. Hehe. It was the best sketch and best april fool day for me so far.

Special thanks to:-
Yau Zhi Kang
Chay Tick Chan
Teoh Siok Sien @ Nana
Diadre Phuah Juet Nger
Yeoh Siong Chin
Ah Vin and GF
Jaremy
Wei Jiet

And not to forget, the main contributor, Yee Jiet!
Guys! Happy AprilFool day!!

Life....

2009-03-31T15:01:00.003+08:00

How often we were thankful for having a proper meal? For myself, never. Not until i saw an old uncle eating a left over clay pot chicken rice. He filled up his stomach by eating those leftover carbons. How? First, he poured plain water into the pot and then, wait for few minutes for the rice carbon to absorb the water. Once the carbon is soft, he used a spoon to scoop out the rice, and put into his mouth. While most of us spend unnecessarily on stuff like handphones, handbags, car, audio system, blablabla the list goes on..... there are tons and tons of hardcore poor people craving for that little cents for survival. At that very moment, i feel very very bad as i was never starved. I never experienced the feeling of being starved, to be honest. The only time i was starved badly is when during those days in secondary school life, i attended scouting training camps. Other than that, nuh. Never. Life...life...life...

U.T.A.R

2009-03-20T16:37:00.003+08:00

Alright, continuation from the previous blog. Since i didnt managed to get myself a official sticker from the DSA, i got it from other source. What sauce i'm talking bout? Well, this is the story. One day, to be specific, it's a Tuesday, few weeks back from today, after attending my QT2(horrible subject) class, as usual, i walk to my car(parked at an empty lot way outside the university), i was approached by an unidentified man. I call him man, because he doesn't look like a student, at least to me. He knows everybody that has their car parked there want to drive into the campus. Common sense will tell. Even an uneducated man knows that it is friggin hot to walk all the way into the campus what else those officer from DSA. So, he approached me, talk to me. He starts from saying, "today hot hor? everyday also so hot"(in mandarin) and i said yea!!! that is so obvious and i was like lemma...i know hot la no need you to remind me that today is hot! of course hot la if not? I look like i not hot meh! But i replied him in a good manner way. Then he asked "you didnt get sticker"(in mandarin)? I said NO!!!!!! then he offered to sell an imitated sticker for RM**. Without hesitation i bought it! And since then, i drove in the campus. Everything was pretty cool. But.. I wonder why, either the security guard was so damn clever, or someone report me, i got caught. I wasnt' the one driving that day. It was my gf. So she said the car was not hers. Nth happened to her. I was called up to the securities and safety department and was interrogated by the Senior Manager. He is such a nice guy(at least better than those guards that always pittt!! pittt!! at me)!! What i told him is what i wrote up there. Hehe.. But he asked me do i know that by doing so, it is wrong? I say yes but out of desperation, anybody will do anything. Then i remembered i ask "how heavy is this offence?" and he was like "i let u judge by yourself" . He starts by saying "our campus has alot of girls did you know that?" and i was like duh! Then "If the distributor of this sticker happen to sell it to outsiders, who is "pervert" "rapist" and in a car, they can come with 5 of them. What if they use the sticker and come into the campus? Then they hid themselves in the toilet waiting for young innocent girl to enter and rape them. the route of the cause is YOU! You bought an illegal sticker!" And i was like, i am just a buyer not distributor. He said "No la, im putting it in a way since u asked how heavy can it be. It is that heavy. Are you going to be responsible to those got raped?" and again, i was like, I AM JUST A BUYER!!!!!!!!! After so and so, he hand me over to an officer. This officer is also another nice guy. Talk to me very nicely. He write a report(exactly like how we do police report) and tell me nothing one la. I signed and chow. But now, i really want to know why i got caught. If someone betrayed me, i am sure he/she is so gonna be a dead meat!

U.T.A.R life

2009-03-20T13:19:00.003+08:00

I've seen life of students in our local versities (my bro was/is one of them) and I've seen life of students from Harvard and MIT. I can that our versities and overseas are very much different. Of course, our local versities might not be so well maintained, but then, they come cheap. So, what would u expect from studying in a versity that u need to pay your ass off? Having to walk 3-5km a day before reaching your lecture hall? Or walking under the burning hot sun for 1-3km?? Ok, I'm talking bout UTAR parking system. They made it in a way that only those that managed to get the car stickers are allowed to enter the campus. And in order to get the sticker, u will need to wake up as early as 6 and be by in front of DSA office by 7 to queue. THIS IS SMTH I CANT DO!!! NOT I DONT WANT BUT I CANT!! :P Because of this, i cant get a parking sticker. I don blame anybody because this is because of my laziness. What drives me mad is that, EVERY SINGLE SECOND, there will be DOZENS AND DOZENS of empty parking lot. Isnt this silly? For god sake, they should give every applicant a sticker, and a parking space for your car is on first come first serve basis. Since the reason for having a car sticker is to prevent unknown pervert from coming in(told by safety and securities), so why restrict the number of cars? Since a student is not considered an unknown pervert hunting for girls, why do they not approve us? Really do not understand them. Maybe their level of understanding is different from mine. I'm talking on behalf of students, and their working on behalf of UTAR. Perhaps they should hire a better officer that will make decision as a student. Only then, they are called Department of STUDENTS AFFAIR for a reason. Right now, they should name themselves DEPARTEMENT OF UTAR AFFAIR. Hahaha :p

Alien room mate

2009-03-15T19:40:00.002+08:00

So, there is this morning where i woke up at 7. As usual i will bathe and stuff before i go for class. What is so special bout this morning that i want it to be shared? Well... When i walked out of my toilet, i saw my not-so-gentle room mate. He was busy crawling by the wall and was hurriedly crawl away from my vision. I was like, OMFG this is so huge and it has been sleeping with me all this while? I thought i was wrong. I went into the toilet, wash my eye, come out.... And he is still looking for a hiding place! I was going to be late for class so i decided not to care bout it first. Later in the evening i came back from class, HE is no where to be seen. I am sure HE is hiding somewhere at my boxes. I didnt really cared since he done no harm to me so far.
After 2 days, i woke up one afternoon and go straight to the toilet. While i was bathing, it was as though someone is looking at me. i take my head up, there HE was...looking at me! Quickly i finish my bath and rush out with the door close. I don want him to escape anymore. I went for my class and during the night, the fun part began. I called my housemate (zhan wei & chun loong) to have a look. They were shock to see such a big 8 legged crawler. Zhan wei was quite funny to take aerosol to spray on a spidy. It done no harm to it, of course. HAhahaha.. We we laughing off our back. Then, ChunLoong come out with an idea to catch HIM and throw HIM away. We liked that idea. So, he initiated the move by trying to hit it down to the floor. He has done his part, the spidy is on the floor. So now, It's my show time! I took a broom and dust pan. Sweep it and hold it with broom but trying my best not to hurt him. Then we ran to the field in front of us, let him go... Full with sweat, we went back to our house and continue studying for the next day's test.
These are the photos taken, no modification at all

Look at his eye. HAM SAP EYE!!! Look at me bathing for so long!!

Before he landed on the floor, he landed on the mop

Before i off... Pls...if u happen to see anything like this, do not kill them. Unless they are poisonous!! hehe... They are living beings, so they have the right to stay in our world and we have no rights to take their life.

K.A.M.P.A.R

2009-03-05T18:45:00.002+08:00

Back in Kampar for 2 months already! I'm just back from a jog. Hmm..the reason i am blogging is not for people to read, but for myself to remember what i have done in the future. I am writing this to remind myself in the future that, if i didnt score well in my exams, not doing good in my career, have a dark future, and not having a happy life, is solely because of my laziness. I should not blame the lecturer, tutor nor the weather. Perhaps may be part of my failure, but my own attitute contributes more. I would rather be clicking away in facebook, Gutteruncencored, teamtalk and doing nonsense, games bla bla bla... Please do not blame anyone if you are not scoring high!!!

*i wrote this a week ago but before managed to finish writing, my house got struck by ligtning and my modem went KaBooooom!!!! I forgot what i wanted to write the other day but i think it's mainly on my laziness to study. Heh! Going for Costing Midterm now. Havent prepared but it's just a MCQ paper.

Rewind of 2008

2008-12-31T10:54:00.005+08:00

Hajimemashite!! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls. Alright...before i start anything, let me tell u people where i am now. I am now in my office, half way doing work, half way checking facebook and at the same time, halfway updating blog. Hmm.. Today marks the end of year 2008. 2008 has been a great year for me. At least nothing really bad came happened. But i wish for a better year ahead. Year 2008 can be said to be perfect if all the minor minor things that happened is left out.
Lets see what we have throughout the whole year.

Family
Both my parents and elder bro has been great to me this year, or should i say, all these years. As always they are supportive, caring, loving and u name it good, they are! My bro found a great gf, just that he still like to quarrel with his gf often. This is bad. He should learn to control his temper. As for my dad, i can clearly see he is not happy with his current job, and as for my mom, i think she is stress from work. She used to be pampered so she cant take the pressure given by her new boss.
My year 2009 wish for my family is :-

My dad to get a better and higher pay job. Wish him with a better job with better company. More training for him to conduct.
My mom with better boss. Wish her to have a better boss that will pamper her. She will have no work-stress for year 2009.

My bro to be able to control his temper. Wish that he could be able to control his temper and don quarrel with his gf that often. Hope that he will grad his MASTER soon and job promotionS.

My Darling
My darling, Diadre Phuah has been a great wife-to-be of mine. She is always there for me whenever i needed anything. Of course, she is very pretty and I love her very much! I spent my 2008 with her and that makes my 2008 a perfect ones. She has done so much for me, and now i really wonder what would 2008 would be for me if wasnt for her. Thank you baby.

Wish my baby to get a superb result in 2009. Wish her with cgpa of 3.88 next year ^^
Wish that she will love me deeper and deeper
Wish that her parents will spend more money on her (gehehehehehe)
Wish that she get all her wishes!! hehe..

My Studies

My studies as for 2008 can be said to be ok. But i can see room for improvement. I wish to bring up my cgpa to 3.70 by end of 2009. Really hope that this will come tru because this is my future. I promise to study additional 2 weeks earlier before exam in addition of the 2 weeks i used this year! I think to get 3.70 and above will be pretty hard for a student like me. sigh sigh.. Whatever it is, i will try my best. To the best of my ability

MY friends

I get to know few new friends in 2008. mostly from my university and water polo training. However, i do feel that my frens connection is getting smaller and smaller. I wonder why, last time (when i was in form 1, 2, 3, 4, 5) i think i know more people. I used to interact with more people each day. Mayb this is the process of ageing. When we grow old, we talk less? true? dunno...but i really miss my secondary school life. No way we could turn back time, so live with it, accept it. I'm gonna wish all my great friends a very very Happy New Year ahead. May everything by you people's side and have all the lucks in the world. You guys are great, you know who you are. Thanks for everything in the past (when i vomit, drunk, lost, depressed, fail, cheated, ....) and i am very sure and i am gonna promise u guys, all these are not going to happen again. No MORE!!!

ETC

Both my dogs are great. Lucky and diamond is just as usual. They cheered up my house since there are only 4 of us. When i am back in Kampar, both of them are the only companion for both my parents. Wish that u all will stay healthy and live long enough to see my sons and daughter grows old. Of course, not to forget my fishes... Many had passed away, but will be remembered.
My car, PGJ 1475, has been a loyal servant to me. Who says proton is not good? My loyal PGJ 1475 is great. Up to date (touch wood), no breakdown yet and i don hope so. So far, i only changed a spoiled water pump for the coolant system.
As for my handphone, i changed my loyal w800i to c902. I hope C902 will serve me for at least another 3 years?
My house in Kampar- Hope that someone will donate me an air-con. Really cant sleep without it.
Water polo- I WANT TO BE FIT AND PLAY GOOD POLO!!! ahahahaha
Manchester united- Please bring back 3 trophies!

2008-11-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

Just would love to note it here that i am over strain. My body is yielded beyond his capability and i think i cant take it anymore. It's very very tiring having to wake up at 7, work until 6, and join my good frens in water polo training. My joints are sore, and my muscles are in pain. UGGGGGGGGGGggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!! I need my WIFE now!!!

w0rking again???

2008-11-05T18:50:00.001+08:00

haih.. started working on the 29th of oct. Until today, i have no time to update my blog!! I just want to say, WORK SUCKS~!!!

2008-10-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. today, there is smth wrong with my left eye. It hurts when i blink my eye. My mom says this is call "bak chiam" or smth like that.. It hurts badly. Don feel like opening my eye at all. Due to this, i missed my water polo training. Man!! i love this sport. It will be better if i could see things clearly. Too bad i can't see far and makes it dificult for me to do passing. Haih... sucks!! I WANT A PAIR OF CONTACTS!!!

:'(

2008-10-14T23:32:00.001+08:00

I miss my LaoPoh!!!!!!! I want hugs i want kiss!!!! I WANT MY LAOPO!!!!!

life ...

2008-10-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

Waa.. Didnt update for long long ages. Hmmm.. i was very busy for doing nothing. So i didnt update. Just dropping by to write something to tell u all that i am still alive!! Btw, my first sem result is out. It sucked. But past is past, next sem i'm putting more effort. Our examination system depends solely on your HD. If your HD is big enough, u will be able to eat everything up one night before, and throw out everything tomorrow. And u score A!! But for me? Not fortunate enough, i only have limited HD so i didnt score well. But i will try to upgrade my HD next sem. As for what i've been doing lately, it's rather boring. Wake up at ard 12pm, then bathe, after that, find for food. Later on, come back clean my pond area. Slightly later, play with both my dogs. And ard 5 pm, i bring my most important dog, LUCKY, out for a walk. basically im doing what a retired person will do. But i guess, a day or two, i will start working. :(

Woohoo..my birthday present

2008-09-25T02:23:00.003+08:00

At last Moonlight Resonance has its finale. From the drama, i am very sure everybody learned the same lesson as i did. The importance of family. In anyway, family should always come first. A person without the love of family, indeed is, poorer than a beggar. We can see it in Jo Pau. He has few billion HKdollar. But still, he is not a happy man until he was accepted by his children. He would rather let go all his assets just to return to his original family because he understands the importance of family love. The biggest lesson that can be learned is the love showered by parents to their children. Usually, this happens in the real world too. Parents will work their ass off just to provide their children with the best they can afford. No matter what happen, your parents will always be by yourside, and no matter how old you are, your parents will always be concerned of your every action. Whether your action will bring harm to you in anywhere in the future, or whether your action brings more bad than good, they will think for you very very very detaily. For everthing that we are encountering now, i believe our parents had it before. They know what is good, and of course, what is bad that will hurt their beloved children. Whenever they scold for what u do, of course, there is a valid reason behind it. Sons and daughters in the world, i hereby beg u, please do not scold, reply in a harsh way, or ignore your parents when they scold you. It is very hurtful to be hurt by their most loved being. Imagine having showered all thier love to u, and all they get for giving us a single advice is a harsh stare, increased voice or even a hurtful word if not curse. Come on, i mean, they really work their ass off to bring u up to who u are today. They are your parents. There is no harm in loving your parents. Ah by the way, i myself did give a stare at my parents sometimes. Hahaha..

My birthday is drawing near, which means, i will be entering 21 soon. The good things is, my parents already gave me a lot of presents which i consider expensive!! Ok, firstly, I have my US trip. Then, they bought me a swatch crono watch in the trip. Wonderful? Yes! Not until yesterday, i had my new c902 Sony Ericsson phone. This is more than wonderful. I never received so much present in my life b4. And guess what, i will be going to Ko Samui this coming 1st of Oct. Wow!!! These are all my birthday presents from my beloved papa and mimi:) They are priceless to me!! Let me share a few photo with u all.

It's all over!!

2008-09-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

Ola.. after so many days i did not update my blog, i am here again to update. My exams are finally over!! I promise myself to study hard in sem 2 after enduring the hell-life for a week or so. I am very sure my result wont be as good, but i do hope it won't come out with bad bad result. This is my future.

I spent my weekend in Cameron Highland(19.09.08-20.09.08) and KL(20-09-08-22.09.08) with my gf, zhan wei and chun loong. CH is a good place to relax and unwind yourself. It's cold. Temperature around 19-26d celcius. The air, not to say very unpolluted, but ok, fresh. We had steambot in CM. It's very very nice to eat steambot in cold cold place. No wonder why HK ppl like to eat steambot during winter. But the boss of the shop turns our mood down. Damn ass... I forgot the name of the shop. Add soup need to pay RM4 bucks. crazy or not? idiot shit. The soup made from gold i guess. Ahh.. i had an early sleep that night. Slept at 9pm. Earliest so far since i went Kampar. Hmm the places we went in CM includes the tea plantation, strawberry farm(self-pluck "eat till u drop"), bee farm and cactus farm. Let me share with u few photos. The line is slow so i hardly can upload more. Is is the tea plantation lo. Not well kept!! Expensive steamboat Strawberries!!!! This is the bee farm
People call this Lata Iskandar

After the cameron trip, i went to my lao po's house. As usual, i receive a warm hospitality. How nice:) Then sunday night (21.09.08), I went out to watch football between Chelsea and ManUtd. Right after that, all of us went to Cola Club to celebrate birthday with Wei Liong. So sad i don have the photo yet. So i will upload once i have them. Wei Liong was forced to sing on the stage. Haha.. We drank abit of alcohol and we did a few bottomsup. The gas shoots to my brain!! That is bad. Pls do not do this! Ahh.. There u go, the recap of what i did the las few days!!

My darling's post examination syndrome

2008-09-19T07:00:00.005+08:00

Btw, have a look at my cute little darling. I am wondering what she is trying to do. I call this post examination syndrome. Hehe.. I guess my little darling is sleeping soundly now. Anyway, who doesn't? It's the best time to sleep now. But my eye just can't close. :(

Can't sleep???

2008-09-19T07:00:00.002+08:00

Gosh!! It's 7 am now!!! And i still can't sleep. I tried sleeping since 5!! sighx!!! I think it's because of the super big packet of nascafe my housemate bought for me. My Econ paper will be at 9.30am. How?? First time in my life i can't get into sleep. Usually, by the count of 10, i already fall asleep nicely. Haih... From they sky dark, until now, the sky is bright, i am still awake. Hopefully i wont doze of halfway doing my econ. HAHAHA...

Last paper but CAN'T CONCENTRATE!!!

2008-09-18T18:30:00.004+08:00

URGhh!! i can't concentrate in my Econ. Damn. Time is tickling away but i still can't concentrate!! It's damn hot now. As hot as a desert. To make things worst, it's very humid! Take a look at the temperature. Sighx.. PLEASE I NEED TO STUDY!!! I DONT WAN TO SCREW MY LAST PAPER!! PLs PLS!! GOD PLS HELP ME!!!

Whats up?

2008-09-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

Ahh.. time now is 8.00pm. I woke up at 2.45 and had my lunch around 3-4pm. I'm not hungry now. Did some laundry but was shock to see all my white shirt became pink. Haih... now i have to bleach all of them. And i bleach them with naked hand, so the clorox 'ate' my hand. SAD!!! I'M BRINGING THEM BACK FOR MY EEPOH!! Let's see what i did yesterday and today. Did practically nothing at all. Sleep, watch movie, sleep, eat. So today, time to get back on track, start study for my microeconomic. It will be a very very tough paper i am very very sure. Let's see... First of all i will do tutorial question for first few topic to make sure i still remembered them. Then, time to start studying, (who ask me to skip few classes?) then do tutorial on my own by referring to answer. Hopefully i wont screw my papers again. Haih..i really regret for those mistakes i made in my papers. These mistakes arent supposed to be made. It's a damn damn ugly silly mistake. Shit on me. Argh..

Hmm btw let me share something with u guys. There is 2 type of mankind that i hate most. 1 is DUNNO but pretending to know aka "cho gau gau" the type. This type of human, we can't blame them because they want to be helpful in a way. Or maybe to attract attention. So, the remedy for this type of people is to Suan SIou them kao kao. Makes them humiliated so they will learn their lesson not to Cho Gaw Gaw. Mostly this type of people, come from Xhinese school. The second type of human that i totally not fond of is those that know but pretend not to know, so they need not teach you and then you will not have a better gred than them. This type of people, they know what will be out, what is the formula, what should we study, what we this what we that, but, he/SHE will not share. Why? Because perhaps they find that their language is not good. They thought they will lose marks in the language part, and if they teach u the formula part, you will win them easily. And coincidently, this group of human, normally come from xhinese school. But..i have to agree not all of those from xhinese school is like this. I have 1 great housemate. He was from Chung Ling high school. A premier xhinese school from Penang. He shared alot, and always give me great tips. This is the group of people i love the most. Sharing is caring. WE MUST SHARE!!! So, the remedy for the second type of human is to stop knowing them. Leave them as it is. And shame on them.

Not fair??

2008-09-15T21:25:00.002+08:00

Malaysia's progress was at its peak when under the hand of Yg berhormat Tun. We can see a tons of development carried on over the past years. I really respect Tun for what Tun was doing. But on the other hand, PM Abdullah hasn't do much developement for the country, i agree, BUT, from what i can see, he is coping on top level corruptions which cost Billions of RM from us. Since he was in power, i really lost count of how many top officers being charged with ACA. In a way, i respected him. Truly from what i am seeing, he fights corruption and keep the development as it is. What can a country achieve when all the officers are corrupted? I believe this is what PM Abdullah wants. A clean and transparent government. Every leader has their own vision. If Abdullah was given enough chance with no objection from his own colony, i belive he will make Malaysia a better place to live in. May peace be with u Abdullah

Accounting is a gone paper :(

2008-09-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

I took my second last paper today. Wow it was so much harder than i expected. I guess i wont be scoring this sem. Whatever it is, i take this as a lesson for me to study even harder and earlier next sem! I must be a first class student!!! The market is very competitive. I cant afford not to score!!! This is my future!! Oh ya.. look at the photo below. I saw this when on the way back from campus. My darling saw this first. We took this photo so that we could send this to TheStar for RM50. Hehe.. A giant on an even larger giant. Aih...i wanted to go for a swim today but it was too late after i had my breakfast+lunch+dinner at around 5.30pm. The pool closes at 7. So, no point wasting the RM2 to swim for less than an hour.
A small kancil on top of the red lorry would make the photo nicer. aha..

Will be sick soon

2008-09-14T13:39:00.002+08:00

I woke up automatically at 9 today. I wonder why. But i am very very sure i am falling sick very very soon. And yet my exam is not done yet. So i will have to hang on and not to get sick. What a tough week. :( Sad sad sad sad... Very very sad!! The time now is 1.41pm but my baby is not awake yet. So no lunch for me. I'll have accounting exam tmw. Hope i wont screw it. The plan for today is Study then study then practice then practice then study then practice until 6 am, go sleep, wake up practice till 1.30pm tmw. 2 go take test, come back...sleep. Haihhhhh... Btw, my room broke a new record of his own record by recording a new lowest temperature record. ^^ Have a look at the picture. Taken when i was preparing for my Business Law paper.

QT IS OVER!!!

2008-09-13T19:23:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhhhh!!~~!~~!! QT is finally over. Sad thing was that i made a slight silly mistake, and i got it wrong for the whole question. There goes my 30marks. Wasted my whole night effort. Haih.. Btw.. It's good to hear that the reported was released today. I hope everything will be back to normal soon. I just hope for peace. Let's pray for Raja Petra.
1 minute of silence..

Ok... Hope he's released soon.. I'm sleepy.. But time to go watch footie between my team Manchester United and Liverpool. Adios!!

QT!!!

2008-09-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

No time to update today. Sad news is Raja Petra was arrested under ISA today around 1.30pm. Used most of my time today to study for my QT exam tmw. I think i am not going to make it tmw. Sighxx... There are lots of things that i do not know... :(

Tiring day!!

2008-09-11T23:30:00.003+08:00

It's a very very tiring day today. Having slept at 7am, i woke up at 11.30am to make final touch up for my business law. Hardly had any sleep the whole day. Im really sleepy right now. Just finish reading fresh post from Malaysia Today. It's a really good site. U guys should be going there often to know what is going on daily. If not for the political parties, Malaysians(malays+chinese+indians) will be living happily. There wont be and grudges and hatred. I really hate those who like to stirs up racial issues. For example, that Anjing that has been suspended. Although i really don think that fat ass has the guts to stirs things up on his own. There is someone behind him, likewise what happend way back in May 13 1969. My own way of thinking is that "someone" is using the same way of what 1969 ppl used. But too bad too sad, the citizens of Malaysia practise a more matured thinking now. Booo.... Go home and drink milk.. Argh..btw.. Recap of what happened today. Exam from 2-4.30pm. Went for RM1.80 chicken rice and later went for Sushi King. And now, updating this while waiting for my Moonlight Resonance 32 to finish download. Let's call it a day!!!

Early Sms

2008-09-11T12:01:00.003+08:00

i received an early sms today asking me to help them forward.
It reads like this
"Please stop going to Mamak shop. 100% of the mamak shop owner agrees with Ahmad that we chinese is "pendatang". Show the mamaks we are capable of doing something! Stop going to Mamak!" How far is true?? I was thinking, they are just doing business. But if they really said that we are pendatang, then serve them right.

Dead!

2008-09-11T01:47:00.002+08:00

As per the time now, i can really say my brain is better dead. Never in my life i feel such a tense on my little brain. It is like i will have to swallow every single facts into my brain. Eating everything but i'm just too full to eat anymore facts. I'm better dead. I really don like this type of assessment. I mean, u eat everything up, and u vomit all u ate last night. This is purely depending on how good your hard drive is. Perhaps should say that i am lazy to study earlier. Btw, just now my little darling went out with her friend to relax herself. I was so worried at a point when she didnt answer my call. Later only i found out, she didnt notice her phone rang. Anyway, I AM GOING TO CONTINUE EATING UP THE FACTS!!! Arghhh!!!

Business Law!!

2008-09-10T18:15:00.005+08:00

I will be taking my Business Law paper tomorrow. I'm really really having a hard time now! And i believe everyone of my course will be having the sam e hard time I'm having. For the mean time, have a look at my study table's condition. :)
And the topics that i will be tested on includes :
There wont be any open book for cases. We are only allowed to bring in Contract Act and Sale of Goods Act. This is not fair because other uni allows their students to bring in cases. :(
I guess i will be spending my whole night and morning memorizing all the cases and terms. May god bless me.

My perception on Ahmad's allegation

2008-09-10T15:20:00.003+08:00

Guys, why are we so bothered by what Ahmad had said? I mean even our respected PM/DPM had apologized on behalf of his remarks. Ahmad is just a small bean and he don deserve this much of attention from us. It stirs up my anger by just looking at his fatty face. Btw, i have this understanding on a joke, from what i perceive in the event of Ahmad. This is merely a joke and it brings no special meaning. Don't arrest me under ISA!! Why would us all be bothered when a low class Anjing is barking? Whenever we go, we see houses with dogs, barking their way...to attract your attention. And slowly if the dog did not stop, the respectful owner will come out and apologize. Everything is the same here. That Anjing barked, and his owner apologized on behalf of him. Come on guys, u expect an Anjing to apologized? But this Anjing is a bitch where it has several "puppies" going around and bite others' picture. Conclusion is, Anjing knows how to bark, act, but don't know how to retract! BTW, i'm an owner of a dog too!!

My another half

2008-09-08T03:04:00.002+08:00

By the way, i'm introducing this cute little darling of mine, Diadre Phuah. As u can see from the picture, she is pretty. Too bad too sad...she's mine! Just wanna show off my wife-to-be!!

Yo wassap!

2008-09-08T02:40:00.005+08:00

Alright i'm new in blogging. A little introduction. My name is Yeoh. I'm going to say any single thing i perceive is right. Btw this is a photo of myself. As per date, im 20. This coming November 30, I will be 21.